"just keep swimming, keep swimming" from Nemo

Suatu hari, ketika g masih tinggal di US, temen2 lagi pada ngumpul di downtown. Lalu kita berencana untuk melanjutkan perjalanan ke tempat lain. Ada satu temen g yg lupa di mana dia parkir mobilnya. Maka, berbondong2lah kita nyari mobil itu. Akhirnya karena 30 menit berlalu tanpa ada tanda2 akan segera menemukan mobilnya, kita memutuskan untuk berpencar dan berbagi area. Akhirnya dibagilah menjadi 3 group. G bersama Ferry n temen g yang keilangan mobilnya. Dan sisanya berpencar. Beberapa jam berlalu, kita masih terus mencari di mana mobil tersebut.Kita curiga mobil teman kita ini sudah diderek/ di tow. Akhirnya kita menelpon teman kita yang masih berpencar, 1 group sedang di hotel karena ada yang mau boker, 1 group lagi sedang bersantai di starbucks coffee shop. Ketika kita tanya kenapa istirahat, mereka menjawab "kita udah cape banget, ga ketemu2." Maka, g dan group g akhirnya memutuskan "Ya udah kita ketemuan dulu, kita akan ke tempat kalian berada." Ketika kita sampai, di depan Starbucks tersebut, kira-kira 10 langkah ke depan, terdapatlah mobil teman kita yang telah dicari selama berjam-jam. Lokasinya sangat dekat dengan lokasi tempat teman kami ngopi. "Wow! Kalian ga liat yah? Coba kalian berjalan sedikiiit lagi ke depan, pasti mobilnya sudah ketemu dari tadi." Jawaban mereka "Kita udah cape banget, dan tadi mobil ini terhalang oleh truk, jadi kita tidak lihat,seandainya saja kita berjalan sedikit lagi sebelum menyerah, pasti kita bisa sampe ke tujuan lain lebih cepat." Semenjak hari itu, setiap kali g merasa berada di jalan buntu dan tidak jalan keluar, g slalu ingat untuk terus melangkah, karena siapa tahu g hanya butuh beberapa langkah lagi sebelum sampai ke tempat tujuan. Atau seperti Dori dalam "Nemo" berkata "JUST KEEP SWIMMING, KEEP SWIMMING"

Smangat melangkah terus yaa!!!!

Being a parent = deg2an?

Wah.. udah lama jg yah g ga nulis blog.. hehe.. selama setaon buanyuaaaakk banget yg udah terjadi :)
tapi hari ini g cuman mo crita ttg kejadian yg bikin jantung gua deg2an n mo copot..
ngomong2 soal jantung, g suka kepikiran loh, kalo bhs inggris kan biasanya org ngomong.. My heart fell in love.. Kalo indonya jatuh hati..
tapiiii dipikir2 lagi.. hati tuh bahasa inggrisnya liver.. jantung baru inggrisnya heart. jadi pertanyaannya kenapa bhs inggris ga bilangnya my liver fell in love.. ?! atau kenapa kita ga bilang jatuh jantung?
hm.. just wondering.. bhs indo yg error ato bhs inggris yg error? :p

anyway, lanjut lagi ke cerita gua.. g skrg punya anjing 3 biji di apartment.. :p buseet dahh... g merasa jadi mamih .. hehe.. tiap hari kerjaannya, ngasih makan anjing, ajak jalan2 anjing, bersihin boker anjing, kasih minum anjing, mandiin anjing, bawa anjing ke dokter, train tuh anjing, ajak lari anjing.. pokonya full time job deh !
terus kmr ini anjing yg paling kecil tuh sakit diare. Dia ga mo makan, ga mo minum, padahal biasanya super hyperactive. Tadi pagi pas gua bangun biasanya smua 3 anjing udah girang nungguin g bangun biar bisa diparap.. :p alias dikasi makan. tapi tadi pagi, anjing yg paling kecil.. g kasih nama si prince ga mo bangun... g dudukin, dia letoy buanget, jato lagi jato lagi.. wuaaaa... g panik kalang kabut. buru2 gosok gigi, terus ganti baju n cabut deh ke dokter anjing. G udah takut aja tuh anjing bakal ga napas lagi. g kasih makan ga mau, dikasi minum ga mau.. gileee... g langsung tancep ke dokter. Deg2an banget, n sepanjang jalan g terus panggil2 tuh anjing.. biar dia sadar.. kan kaya di film2 takutnya klo udah dia merem ntar ga bangun lagi.. hiii.. serem. Terus kepikiran, ini g baru punya puppy doank sakit udah kalang kabut.. gmn kalo punya anak sendiri yah? bisa histeris kali gue. Jadi sepanjang jalan g mikirin yg jelek2.. gmn klo anjing ini mati, n g bedoa supaya diberi kekuatan. ceile.. tapi alhasil ternyata ni anjing dehidrasi n gula rendah gara-gara ga makan n minum. Skrg meskipun dia masih lemes, tapi udah lumayan bisa duduk n goyang2in ekor. G lega banget deh. Bukannya g nganggep anjing= anak yah, tapi gara2 kejadian ini, g cm mo bilang g salut ama orang tua yg udah bisa gedein anaknya ampe gede dan simpati ama org tua yang kehilangan anaknya. My heart go to all the parents in the whole word .. terutama buat org yg anaknya dipanggil Tuhan. God bless you always..

Do it anyway :)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=1FdB5Adws78

Anyway
by Martina Mc.Bride

You can spend your whole life buildin'
Somethin' from nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway

You can chase a dream
That seems so out of reach
And you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway

(Chorus)
God is great, but sometimes life ain't good
When I pray it doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway

This world's gone crazy and it's hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway
You can love someone with all your heart
For all the right reasons
And in a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway

(Repeat Chorus)

You can pour your soul out singin'
A song you believe in
That tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Yeah sing it anyway

I sing
I dream
I love anyway

kesel nii

aduu.. lagi kesel niiii... :P
kenapa yahh g suka ga bisa ngomong engga, kenapa yah kadang2 g ga bisa stand up for my self, for what i want, for what i believe in. :(
kenapa gua gampang kebawa2 ama arus n susah buat balik arah?
kenapa kenapa kenapa..kenapa gua harus ngeliat segala sesuatu dari dua arah n ga bisa milih karena takut?
hm...anyway, g mo berusaha biar bisa stand up by myself n be strong.. God please help me ..

Pil..slamet yah! ;)

Cuman mao bilang SLAMET ke temanku yg baru ajah lulus disidang.. TAMAT.. !Lega kan, Pil? hehe..ga kerasa yah, skrg udah beres kuliah lagi! Rasanya kaya masih baru ajah ngelewatin masa2 SMA. Kadang2 suka mikir n takut ntar klo udah lulus bakal gimana, terus bakalan ngapain. Gua suka pengen balik ke masa kecil yg masih bebas pikiran dan bebas dari tanggung jawab. Cita2 gue dari kecil sih dulu pengen banget pegi travel kaya ke africa buat volunteer n ngerasain gimana rasanya tinggal di tempat2 yg beda2, tapi kadang2 gua suka mikir bakal pernah kesampean ga yah? Hehe, I hope one day it will. How bout you? Do you have any dream when you were little that you still have not accomplished yet? If you have it, I hope it will come true. ;)

I got an award! :)

Halo!!! ;)
Just want to let you know.. that last year 2006, I got my first award in America! ;)
hueheuhe... So, last year, I joined Orientation Team in my school. We had to go to school to prepare for orientation everyday at 6.45! My house is 30 minutes from school. So i have to wake up at leassst at 5.45. hehe.. Anywho, I have a disease called "DEEP SLEEp". It is when you can't wake up no matter what ever happened around you. Even though I have 3 alarm clock on, somehow, none of them were working.. or my hand was working faster than my brain. So my hand would turn it off again. :p As the result, I woke up late! In this job, if you are late 5 minutes you have to make it up for awhole other hour. :p I had to make my time up for about 2 whole days. Do the math on how many times I was late. :p Anyway.. at the end of the summer orientation, we have a celebration as a team. We celebrate people who achieves the most during the work. I was surprised that they called my name.. as a QUEEN OF LATE! :) hahaha... so... here it comes.. my first award in AMERICA! :)
oh, btw, I have to take the award at the office n because I was late to get it from them, so they threw away my award! Darn! I was gonna put it in my room. :(
But anywho.. I just thought i'll let u know.. hehe.. the lesson that we learn today is.. we all special in our own kind of way.. hahaha...

Woman not always have to be Beautiful all d times ;)

I just want to say that alot of times, women get alot of peer pressure from society, like d way we live our life.

For examples: dilarang kentut di mana2, dilarang teurap (burp) di depan orang laen, dilarang makan banyak2 kaya kuli, duduk ga boleh ngegang, badan harus langsing singset, nguap ga bole gede-gede kalo perlu ditutupin tangan, ketawa kudu diatur, n beungeut oge kudu dijaga..

Foto di samping ini cuman mao ngasih tau klo cewe ga slalu perlu ja-im (jaga image) n it's okay to be different sometimes, hihi.... :) cheers n enjoy d pic!