Do it anyway :)

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Anyway
by Martina Mc.Bride

You can spend your whole life buildin'
Somethin' from nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway

You can chase a dream
That seems so out of reach
And you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway

(Chorus)
God is great, but sometimes life ain't good
When I pray it doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway

This world's gone crazy and it's hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway
You can love someone with all your heart
For all the right reasons
And in a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway

(Repeat Chorus)

You can pour your soul out singin'
A song you believe in
That tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Yeah sing it anyway

I sing
I dream
I love anyway

kesel nii

aduu.. lagi kesel niiii... :P
kenapa yahh g suka ga bisa ngomong engga, kenapa yah kadang2 g ga bisa stand up for my self, for what i want, for what i believe in. :(
kenapa gua gampang kebawa2 ama arus n susah buat balik arah?
kenapa kenapa kenapa..kenapa gua harus ngeliat segala sesuatu dari dua arah n ga bisa milih karena takut?
hm...anyway, g mo berusaha biar bisa stand up by myself n be strong.. God please help me ..

Pil..slamet yah! ;)

Cuman mao bilang SLAMET ke temanku yg baru ajah lulus disidang.. TAMAT.. !Lega kan, Pil? hehe..ga kerasa yah, skrg udah beres kuliah lagi! Rasanya kaya masih baru ajah ngelewatin masa2 SMA. Kadang2 suka mikir n takut ntar klo udah lulus bakal gimana, terus bakalan ngapain. Gua suka pengen balik ke masa kecil yg masih bebas pikiran dan bebas dari tanggung jawab. Cita2 gue dari kecil sih dulu pengen banget pegi travel kaya ke africa buat volunteer n ngerasain gimana rasanya tinggal di tempat2 yg beda2, tapi kadang2 gua suka mikir bakal pernah kesampean ga yah? Hehe, I hope one day it will. How bout you? Do you have any dream when you were little that you still have not accomplished yet? If you have it, I hope it will come true. ;)

I got an award! :)

Halo!!! ;)
Just want to let you know.. that last year 2006, I got my first award in America! ;)
hueheuhe... So, last year, I joined Orientation Team in my school. We had to go to school to prepare for orientation everyday at 6.45! My house is 30 minutes from school. So i have to wake up at leassst at 5.45. hehe.. Anywho, I have a disease called "DEEP SLEEp". It is when you can't wake up no matter what ever happened around you. Even though I have 3 alarm clock on, somehow, none of them were working.. or my hand was working faster than my brain. So my hand would turn it off again. :p As the result, I woke up late! In this job, if you are late 5 minutes you have to make it up for awhole other hour. :p I had to make my time up for about 2 whole days. Do the math on how many times I was late. :p Anyway.. at the end of the summer orientation, we have a celebration as a team. We celebrate people who achieves the most during the work. I was surprised that they called my name.. as a QUEEN OF LATE! :) hahaha... so... here it comes.. my first award in AMERICA! :)
oh, btw, I have to take the award at the office n because I was late to get it from them, so they threw away my award! Darn! I was gonna put it in my room. :(
But anywho.. I just thought i'll let u know.. hehe.. the lesson that we learn today is.. we all special in our own kind of way.. hahaha...

Woman not always have to be Beautiful all d times ;)

I just want to say that alot of times, women get alot of peer pressure from society, like d way we live our life.

For examples: dilarang kentut di mana2, dilarang teurap (burp) di depan orang laen, dilarang makan banyak2 kaya kuli, duduk ga boleh ngegang, badan harus langsing singset, nguap ga bole gede-gede kalo perlu ditutupin tangan, ketawa kudu diatur, n beungeut oge kudu dijaga..

Foto di samping ini cuman mao ngasih tau klo cewe ga slalu perlu ja-im (jaga image) n it's okay to be different sometimes, hihi.... :) cheers n enjoy d pic!

palaku yg benjol

Hoiiy!
Hari ini hari pertama balik lagi skola! N g masih jetlag, gara2 slama liburan, g jadi kalong.. tidur jam 5 pagi bangun jam 11. Berhubung g kuliah pagi hari ini, g berusaha tidur jam 12 malem. Ehhh, dasar sifat g ngalong, g ga bisa tidur pules, jadi bolak-balik di ranjang, motah! Hiks! Ahirnya tidur jam 3 pagi n jam 6 pagi weker g udah brisik bangunin g! hu hu... I miss my holiday! Anyway, g bangun n siap2 ke skola sambil masih setengah merem. Skola g mulai jam 8 pagi hari ini. N hari pertama skul g ga telat! Yay! Hehe.. trus setelah 2 jem dengerin dosen g berceloteh, kita dapet istirahat. Buru-buru g bangun dari tempat duduk saking bosennya trus jalan ke luar kelas.. tiba2 "Bruggg!" Trus sluruh kelas nengok n mereka smua ngeluarin suara2 "OOohh... ama AaawWW... " Ternyata di deket pintu keluar tuh ada lemari yg cukup tinggi n ga keliatan ma gua.. Suara tadi tuh suara jidat g nyaris ke mata yg benjol kejeduk lemari. Aw! G cuman nengok ke mereka bilang "Im okay! Im okay!" Trus keluar sambil nahan sakit n malu. Huhu... Akibatnya skrg daerah jidat n mata g bonyok n benjol. Hiksss... nasibbbb... nasibb...
Pelajaran hari ini kita belajar buat ati2 kalo jalan, because you never know what might happen to you. Okeh! Jangan sampe ngorbanin jidat lu dulu baru ati2 kaya gue! :)

Dedicated to my cell phone...

Monday, August 13th 2007
Hi hi hi! hehe..
Im back at Indianapolis now, the city where I am studyin! But the good thing is, I am still on summer holiday n I have one more week before school start! Yay! Hehe.. Today, I did some stupidity thing! Lol, So I thought I would like to share it. :p Well, around this time of year in my city they always have Indiana State Fair, which is like a American Festival. It was a bunch of fun. So, I went with my friend and my neighbor. She is 13 years old. They have roller coaster and all kind of rides there too! So, we decided to buy $20 pass to ride those roller coaster n games. My neighbor n I decided , well actually, she made me go on one of the scary roller coaster that was supposed to be turning you upside down! So I was so scared and screaming the whole time. When I went down, my friend said jokingly "Livita! I saw your phone falling down!" I was laughing and said, hahaha.. funny! My phone is in my bag! I didnt bring it with me. Then my friend said, "haha, yeah, I saw a phone falling from the very top of roller coaster, and i said, I hope its not Livita's phone." I said, hahaha, of course not! Then I checked my bag, ... nothing.. I checked, and checked again! NOthinggg!!!! Nothing in my bag! OMG! It was my phone!!!! So, I ran to that roller coaster, n found that the person who worked there were trying to collect pieces...!!! Pieces of a phone... that looks really familiar to me!.. OOooooohh My Phooooooneeee!!!!!!!! hikss... heheh... Bye bye my phone.. Thank you for everything... I m sorry for the incidence.. :(
Anyway, One thing to learn here, guys, is to neverrr neverr everr bring your cell phone with you during any Rides! Including the rides for Baby rides! Peace!